~WORDS UNSPOKEN ~

~PHEEUUWW~

2009-12-17T07:58:00.000-08:00

wOw! It was like so long ago, the last I blogged.. Lol..Practically I waz busy and just busy lazing around even when I'm free.. lol... Finally I actually have some time for myeself today I mean ryt now...

Last weekend was hell of a weekend:

~FRIDAY~
It was the Selangor Kings B'day
Happy B'day to YOU, MY HIGHNESS!
(i practically dont care)

~SATURDAY~
Got into a fight, more lyk a cat fight you see
This bitch has been passing my sis's numb around
Dirty messages & calls are received by my sis thanks to her
(I have a temper which is uncontrollable)
I send my sis to tution and happen to see her
( MY BP NAIK)
I screw the shit out of her and actualy push her till she hit the wall, I guess it was preety rough
(HER MOM CAME AND SEE ME)
That bitches mom started screwing my mom
As usual I screw the mom and the daughter & even try to push her and hit her ~LOL~
She started preaching about god
I WAS LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!

~SUNDAY~
I met MY BABY, SANDRA!!!!!
I happen to meet "someone" as well
Played pool together
"Someone" left, whished that, at that time, time was like forever
Went shopping
Then makan
Then "drinking"
(drank sum flavoured vodka..really tasty)
Shopping again
Then played at the arcade
Camwhoring
Received a call
CRUSHed INTO PIECES...~LOL~

I was preety upset and dissapointed but ain't hurt bout it till monday,after hearing bout it... cuz i guess i was expecting too much (lyk i always do) till as usual, I talked to my darling KIESHAAN!! He actualy comforted me.. I felt so so so much better after talking to him, he's such a sweetheart <3<3<3..................>

2 thing u need to noe!

2009-11-12T19:24:00.001-08:00

1. Stop saying dat u lurv me n care for me..! Cuz i dun FUCKING care!!!

2. If u dun really care bout me... I dun give FUCKING TWO SHITS!!!!

...

2009-11-10T03:46:00.000-08:00

I wanna talk to ya! but if i do den i might mizz ya babe!!

BULLETPROOF!!

2009-11-04T04:44:00.000-08:00

After listening to La Roux..i seriously heart her so much.. damn her song BULLETPROOF! Just lurv it.. I mean the lyrics, its so meaningful.. felt lyk the song is meant for me.. haha...syok sendirinye aku.. lol.. Besides that, i really fine her preety n i kinda of lyk her style tho.. here's the lyrics :-

"Bulletproof"

Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I tried to send
My information's just not going in

I'm burning bridges shore to shore
I break away from something more
I'm not turned off to love until it's cheap
Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet

This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof

I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
To walk away from something when it's dead
Do, do, do, your dirty words
Come out to play when you are hurt
There are some things that should be left unsaid

Tick, tick, tick, tick on the watch
And life's too short for me to stop
And baby, your time is running out
I won't let you turn around
And tell me now I'm much too proud
All you do is fill me up with doubt

This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof [repeat 2x]

This time...I'll be...Bulletproof [repeat 2x]

This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof
This time baby,
I'll be, bulletproof [repeat 2x]

overnite with my lil bro....

2009-11-03T08:30:00.001-08:00

Well... Its 12.30 am and i'm not asleep.. and my pain is aching more and more. Hehe... Poor my lil bro, he hasn't finish his homework, and his stuck with it. Kind of pity him tho, thanks to his stupid torturing skewl, infact he attends a chinese skewl.. His schedule is packed with homework, homework, homework...!!! He is sitting next to me, with full of soberness and tears rolling down his cheeks, his papers are dry no more....If only i could read n write chinese characters.. I would definitely help him.. I feel so helpless to him, n feel so guilty bout it..
Lurv him so much..mwahx..mwahx... and the cutest part of all, he wants me to brainwash my mom so that he wont have to attend skewl 2moro.. I guez he's definitily start some drama so that he would be abssent from skwel..haha..!! Cheers!

p/s my bro is only 8 yrs old..

Happy Birthday My BABY SANDRA!!!!

2009-11-03T05:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18th SAYANG!!!

HAHAHA...HOPE GOD BLESS YOU 1000 YEARS!!!
MWAHX MWAHX....
ME LURV YA ALWAYS.....

I noe its 2moro.. but since i lurv ya so much..hehehe..i'm wishing u now...

(memoirs together)
when we were semi-drunk...haha..

haha..dats all.. hope u hav blazt baby... btw im happy that u lurv the present...
mwahx mwahx....

......

2009-10-27T04:55:00.000-07:00

Lol.. haha.. well here i am again.. BLOGGING...I cant remember since the last time i blogged..haha..kinda of malas to blog now... :D
n g2g now..
take care peepz.. bye

amp.JENDz`

2009-10-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hey ppz!! So here we are again, my sister and I, well came up with this thing " Baking" and hehehe.. we name ourselves amp.JENDz`. Since it's the festive season now, so we decided to bake a variety of cookies to sell and earn some pocket money and we have decided that 10% of net profit will be donated for charity, so that we could put a smile on those needy =). We came up with this flyer as well...the pricing for the cookies is listed below.
And here is the list of items and its price :
~ Almond london : RM 15= 50 pieces
~ Pineapple tart : RM 12 = 23 pieces
~ Suji cookies : RM 10 = 30 pieces
~ Chocolate cookies : RM 12 = 30 pieces

Well feel free to contact us, for futher details @ 016-3310475 =)

THANKS!!

Sex, Fur & Rock & Roll

2009-09-25T22:11:00.000-07:00

Hahah.. i ciplak diz from my sis.. Well not really ciplak...since aku yg intro benda nie kat die.. ENJOY BABES!!!

To anonymous, from an anonymous

2009-09-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

To: Anonymous

I have decided that ...
Let our past, stay as memories. Yeah there was bitter and sweet of it. Hate the bitter ones tho. Current and future are question marks. I can merely understand what's going on between us now. I have loved you so much and still do, I think, and I hate to let you go. But its better changes to take place for one's good.We should treasure the friendship we have now, which is ain't vulnerable to the both of us now. I do admit that I have my faults and you too. No point talking about it, cause you are only good at denying it. Just do me a favor, for once and for all. You can lie to anyone even to god but not yourself.So, just before you rest your head on your pillow every and blink you eyes into a beautiful dream, just think about the good and bad stuff you have done the in that particular day. Well use your brains which is situated in your thick numb skull and change to be a better men thinking that " Oh! I have done alot of shits today, i promise not to repeat those tomorrow"...

<3
Anonymous

Bastard of the MONTH.... goes to...(part 1)

2009-09-09T20:16:00.000-07:00

Cheers peepz!!! Bastard of the Month goes to.... T****.... This particular bastard has been causing so much of probz for me for d pass 2 months.. well he ws nt the onie one, he n has other 2 besties as well.. Aren't the pussies?? picking on a gal???... gosh i wonder where deir fuckin shrimp of a cock flew too.
What actualy happened was, this particular pussy bastard, came with his another 2 of hiz uncles on tuesday nite, and starting accusing me of stuf which i didnt do... i got damn bloody pissed with them, on top of dat my mom ws siding them.. this ppl didn't gimme a chance to tell my part of d story....I was lyk WTF wei?? Since i ws so damn piss, i ws so damn rude to all of dem. They kept on accusing me , n hookin up lies.. not only that bastard was trying to get my sweethearts involve.. such as sham, kieshaan n sundeep n etc. He is such a fucking drag queen wei. But only my dad and my siblings knew dat diz bastards was lying lyk no bodies bussiness. My dad kept on tellin my mom dat diz bastard was lying n stuf, yet my mom kept on beleving them.
Then what actually happened was, my cousin bro who knew the whole story from starting came to d "rescue". Well the moment he came, he starting bombarding this particular bitch of bithces. Hahaha... U guys should c the way this bastard was shivering wei... He was lyk gonna shit anytime in his panties(since he doesnt have a cock, he wears panties).. I think he shit edi le... Then onie he admitted that he was lying.. He kena nicely from his uncles n my dad... Hahaha.. The uncles didn't knew where to keep their faces,... shuld hav shown them the toilet bowl in my hse for them to keep their faces there. hahaha... well, this bastard came with a bad intention thinking that he could be the angel of the month...hahah..but backfired on him..serve your bloody shrimp of a cock ryt..!!!!! Bastards!!! Go hide under ur mummys pussy now le..!!! Well ppl, this is onie the 1st part of d story... My bro is in d process of hunting the other 2 bastards down... Will let u guys now wat happen... HAHA...

Errrr...

2009-09-07T19:31:00.000-07:00

Well... here we are.. finaly got rid of my old template. Tben must be feeling relieve now... haha he has been complaining that my previous template caused him eye-sore.. hahaha... Really miss the old one, this template is temporary only till i get a more "sakit-mata-ing" one..hahaha.. just to annoy the ass out of him...haha..!!!!

DANGEROUSLY COOL!!!

2009-09-07T19:04:00.000-07:00

I'M SECRETLY DEEPLY INLOVE WITH THIS NEW BAND :
COBRA STARSHIP!!!!
THEY ARE SO DAMN FREAKING COOL..
NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE LOVE... HAHAHA...!!!!!!!!!1

OH No!!!

2009-09-06T04:38:00.000-07:00

LoL... Guez wat..! I got my ears pierced like 2 weeks back.. juz lurv d pain of piercing, well i know it sounds crazy though. hmm..i pierced my right ear, d upper part ( nt sure how to explain).. On top of dat, dat was like d only earing on my ears(took out the others) I was pretty happy with it at 1st.. till... i chatted with my sweetheart David Wong. I told him la, i pierce ma ears..bla bla. Then kan he told me that the particular piercing, is to describe lesbians.. I was like OMFG!! haha.. lol.. but i'm still happy with it... cuz in a way...guys wont get closer to me thinking im a lesbian..muahaha..cool huh!!... ;D

p/s will upload d pic soon!!

,,,,,~U~....

2009-08-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

A bitter start for a sweet ending...

2009-08-24T17:28:00.000-07:00

Lol.. Its 8.30 a.m now and i just woke up after sleeping for about 15 hours..haha. Well yesterday was a preety fucked up day for me. Specially in d morning. As usual X n Z caused some major crisis, and involved me in. What happen in between was they had an argument which end up by hitting Y. I seriously feel guys who sengaja cari pasal are like so not macho. What happen at last was, X,Y and Z put the whole blame on me. I was preety pist and since I couldn't control my self any longer, I juz cried to Sham. Sham is more like an elder sis to me, really lurv he alot. Couldn't take in any longer, i just left that place to seek for some PEACE!

And guess who i met after dat??? Kieshaan..!!! What attracts me most about him is his physique. Well he has long curly eyelashes (envy those), his sense of dressing (only if could open his first two buttonz of hisshirt,it would drive me "nuts") and last but not least is his messy hair( freaking cute). Well we had a drink and talked bout sum stuff. I'm writing bout him now and I seriously mizz him alot. Then he accompanied me till the usual place where i have to take the bus. Before he left, we hugged. Really needed a hug like damn badly. Well a hug that made my day despite the shit that happened....
I <3 U...
Came back home and head to my bed straight... Slept till jus now.. And what i have decided is, im so gonna ignore those bunch of "*******************".

WORDS ! WORDS! WORDSSS!!!

2009-08-15T06:41:00.000-07:00

Experience : The name men given to their mistakes
Atom Bomb : An invention to end all invantions
Conference room : A place where everybody talk no body listens& evrybody disagrees later on
Office : A place where you relax after strenuous home life.
Yawn : The only time some married men get to open their mouth.
Etc : A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.
Divorce : Future tense of marriage
Philosopher : A fool who torments himself during life,to be spoken when dead
Father : A banker provided by nature
Criminal : A guy no different from the rest, except that he got caught
Politicians : One who shakes your hand before elections and your confidence after
Doctor : A person who kills your ills by pills and kills you with his bills..

HAHAH.... ENJOY READING BABES..

Situasi by Bunkface

2009-08-01T03:40:00.000-07:00

Lirik Lagu Bunkface Situasi

Never bite the hands that feeds you

2009-08-01T03:39:00.001-07:00

Brunilda grew up surrounded by luxury and wealth. She was raised by her father as her mother had passed on when she was three. But soon her father too left her, leaving his dwelling wealth to her. Luckily she is old enough to take charge of her dads co-operate world. During the day she leads a busy co-operate life, at night, she spends her nights partying wildly.

As on a usual 3.OO a.m sunday morning, tired after all the partying and boozing, she drove back to her mansion exceeding the speed limit. The last thing she knew was “Baaaannnnnngggggg….…!!!!!!”, the noise that pierced her ear drums. The last thing she recalled wass the car crashing into a trailer.

5 months later…..

Brunilda woke up at the sounds of chirping birds. She rose at the smell of coffee served by her sweetheart, Natalino. Natalino was the only person who stood by her, taking care of her and attending to all her needs since the tragedy. Unfortunately, Brunilda could only remember her name as she had lost her memory after the accident.

Natalino showered her with love and care. But yet, deep down in her heart she felt something missing. Something like, the urge to know who and what she really is. She wanted to find out the missing pieces of the puzzle in her life. As things between Brunilda and Natalino spiced up, she began to question her identity. Till when am I going to burden my mind and soul with this hollowness ? Till insanity?

Looks like god heard and granted her prayers. Not long after that, she bumped into a gypsy. She felt very excited, but all the gypsy could tell her was “While chasing common stones, you are losing a precious diamond”. Natalino knew something she did not. Natalio wrote her a note just before leaving the country :-

Dear Brunilda,

Answers to you riddle .A small shelter beneath this mansion, the secret lies.

Love,

Natalino

Brunilda with the note on her hand, rushed, like she knew where the door was.

Then she reached, a chamber. She heard this voice in her mind, “Open the door! Hurry !” . She opened the door, fear caused her goose bumps. There were portraits of people she knew. She saw a diary and quickly grabbed it and read. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she read it. That’s when she knew, she wasn’t the Brunilda before the accident.

Brunilda before, had these accessories and toys called boys. She used them at her whims and fancy and dumped them when she got bored of them. But Natalino was an exception. Though Brunilda treated him as one of her accessories, he was the only one who truly cared for her. He was already already given his heart and soul to her and he had never thought of betraying her. He treated her like a jewel, showered her with care, love and warmth, attending to all her needs. Yet she had just treated him like another toy she thought. Remorse filled her heart at the thought of how she had betrayed such a precious man without a drop of conscience.

Yet when tragedy struck her 5 months ago, it was Natalio who stood by her. She was overtaken with guilt. It was the accident that made her realize how important Natalio is.

Her mobile phone rang “ Miss Brunilda? Your friend Natalio met an accident 20 minutes ago. I’m sorry to say this, but chances of surviving is minimum ”. Silent she became. She cried till there was no more tears.

Confession of a broken heart <3

2009-07-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

Ur a fucked up bastard, and you will remain as one !!!!!

When medicines are not the only option to heal someone...

2009-07-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

P.S 3 words for ya!!!

2009-07-22T07:00:00.000-07:00

I Mizz Ya!!!

Th@+$ M€!!!!

2009-07-19T20:45:00.001-07:00

"Cunted" Monday morning!!!!

2009-07-19T20:01:00.000-07:00

I'm practically free today..wohoo... finally manage to fall ill and get a day off from uni...
lOl.. Went to clinic for the sake of it just to get a bloody medical certificate... Have been having this "weird" flu and cough thingy since yesterday ( just hate the fact that i'm ill now)...
I couldn't care less bout my health condition...haha.. guez why?? Cuz to me, FOOD is more important... Yeah baby!!! Thats what i'm talking about. Had a nice plate of Nasi Lemak Ayam( tambah nasi) and a hot cup of teh tarik for breakfast.

Hmm.. Just waiting for my mom to finish cooking.. Next meal on my menu would be... Home made delicious mutton curry. Could just get the smell of it..!!!!

Hmmm... Guez after this i would be heading to the saloon to go get my eyebrows d.!!( just can't stand the sight of it)...Last but not least... I'm gonna "catch up" with my sleep.!!!

F**K ....ooooppppssss....!!!!

2009-07-19T07:21:00.000-07:00

[Terrance:] Shut your fucking face uncle fucka
You're a cock sucking ass licking uncle fucka
You're an uncle fucka, yes its true
Nobody fucks uncles quite like you

[Phillip:] Shut your fucking face uncle fucka
You're the one that fucked your uncle, uncle fucka
You dont eat or sleep or mow the lawn,
You just fuck your uncle all day long

[farting noises]
[Terrance:] Hmm!
[farting noises]
[laughing]
[farting noises]
[Some Guy:] What's going on here?
[farting noises]
[People:] OOOoooooooooooooh
Fucker fucker uncle fucka uncle fucka fucka fucka fucka
[T & P:] Shut your fucking face uncle fucka
[Terrance:] uncle fucka

[Terrance:] You're a boner biting bastard uncle fucka
[Phillip:] You're an uncle fucka I must say
[Terrance:] Well you fucked your uncle yesterday
[Everyone: (laughing)]
[People:] Uncle fucka... thats
[Everyone:] U-N-C-L-E fuck you Uncle
Fuckaaaaaa tonight...

[Phillip:] Suck my balls!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_MMuS7WQj0

..........

2009-07-19T07:15:00.000-07:00

Oh gosh.. feel lyk an alien now cuz i seriously can't remember since i last blogged.
Preety bz wit sum random stuf pazz diz whole month i guez...
Lol.. http://sexyhotlips.blogspot... welcome back!!!!

:: ADAM LAMBERT !! ADAM LAMBERT!! ADAM LAMBERT !!! ::

2009-05-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

First of all....!!!!!! I'm so IN LOVE with ADAM LAMBERT.... I don't care if he is gay o wat... All i know is..he is extremly super duper HOT!!!! And he has a unique voice that catches everyones attention unlike others...!!!!! I just can't accept the fact that he did not win American Idol. He seserves to be crown as the WINNER !!!I guezz Americans must be a bunch of knuckle headed people. I mean..C'mon he is superb!!!! n u guys didn't vote for him just bcuz he is a gay?????? Gosh...i can't beleve dat u guys are just so unfair!!!! I mean so UNFAIR!!!!! We shouldn't be so cruel to him just because he is GAY!!!!Hmmm...
Though he wasn't the Winner of American Idol Season 8....He will always be a winner to those who loves him!!!!!
-XOXO-

Mirror, Mirror, On the Wall........

2009-05-14T07:10:00.000-07:00

Mirror, Mirror, On the Wall........

Indeed, who is the fairest of 'em all? Coming from a female perspective, don't we all want to look nice and pretty? But, beauty is only skin-deep. Real beauty shines from within. People often believed that if one's heart is kind and filled with goodness, one will look beautiful ( just like Operah Winfrey), even if one is not beautifully endowed with exquisite physical features. Look into the eyes, as they say, the eyes are the window to the soul. The eyes speak volumes of what is on the heart.

All said, as far back as times of the Egyptians and Indians, woman have wanted to look beautiful. And for this purpose, they used natural concoctions to decorate their faces, and these have now evolved into cosmetics that come in sophisticated jars and bottles with exotic-sounding names( MAC, Channel, Elianto...etc) In the past, the Native American braves used them too, but that was for a different purpose, of course. But for some reasons, men sees no difference between what the ancient or the modern women some men calls them all "war paint". Have you all ever heard???? About animals testing in the manufacture of cosmetics and skin-care products. Have you'll seen guinea pigs trapped in streotaxic devices to have chemicals pumped into thier eyes, and to suffer intense pain, then left to die slowly and painfully??? Thats gross isn't...

Do you'll have any idea, that each time you apply your lig gloss, or ur eye shadow or blusher and etc... The chemicals in what ever applied on ur faces are toxic, and indigesting by eating because when these chemicals go through our digestive systems, the harmful chemicals are partially filtered by our livers whereas the skin has no ability to do this, so chemicals that we apply onto our skin goes directly into our body....

Hmm..i guez thats all..I gotta to say bout beauty...

I'm sure u'll wouldn't want to end up like diz.....
-a patient suffering from face cancer-

A puro dolor....

2009-05-13T01:58:00.000-07:00

"A Puro Dolor"

Perdona si te estoy llamando en este momento
Pero me hacia falta escuchar de nuevo
Aunque sea un instante tu respiracion

Disculpa se que estoy violando
Nuestro juramento
Se que estas con alguien, que no es el momento
Pero hay algo urgente que decirte este hoy

Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte
Agonizando muy lento y muy fuerte

Vida, devuelveme mis fantasias
Mis ganas de vivir la vida
Devuelveme el aire...

Carino mio, sin ti yo me siento vacio
Las tardes son un laberinto
Y las noches me saben
A puro dolor...

Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla
Que no me ha afectado lo de tu partida
Pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol

Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte...

P.S I JUST LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG.. I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO IT FOR AGES. MY FAVOURITE SONG OF ALL TIME!!!!!!

Wesak Wesak Wesak!!!!

2009-05-13T00:15:00.000-07:00

WESAK 2009 + Wesak EVE 2009 = AWESOME!!!!!
I enjoyed ma ass out during wesak. Wesak diz year was better den d previous years. I'm kind of sad that wesak has ended. Haihz.. i wish wesak was longer.

Wesak Eve On Wesak Eve we had a procession all along in Sentul. It route was about 4 km. Besides that we had selling of t-shirts for charity. As i am apart if Siri Jayanthi Youth Section, our duty was to "guard" the float...hehehe.. (i sound more like a security guard). Once the procession was over we came back to temple and had dinner and had a little briefing by our chairman, David Wong. Some of the members headed home, while some of us stayed back.We had a lil chit-chat session behing our exhibiton booth. Uncle James, David, Hui yee, Carmen, Min Li, Sandra, Racheal, Nandini, Nadisha, ma sisz and i were in d "session". We were laughing our asses out hearing to carmens and unc james "talk". OMG!! They are so funny specially carmen. We laugh and laugh continously for about an hour till midnight. Soon after that i headed home cause its gonna be a "big day" the next day.

During the procession

Wesak!!!! I got up late.. lol.. Guezz i was just too tired after d walk and d laughing session last nite. I woke about 7.45 a.m and had to rush cuz we were suppose to be at temple by 8 a.m. Quickly got ready and drove to temple. It was a tensed moment for me at dat time, cuz as i reached the cars were all over and there was a massive traffic jam. So i juz parked ma car on d pavement. While parking, I juz feel like banging some ones head real hard cuz ma mom was constantly yelling and screaming how to park. ERRRGGHHH...!!!! She made life more diffucult for me. Since i couldnt tahan at the way she was yelling, i juz tol her to shut her mouth and let me park the car my way....hehehehe.. Berjaya pun aku muahahhahah*evil laugh*!!! Didn't had much work to do in d temple. But all changed when the face painters came. I got ma face painted.

my face painted( second from left)
After that my frenz and i, went around promoting our faces for our face-painting sessions. The face painting was only RM 3 only. Besides that, we went around selling t-shirts. The sale went preety well. We seriously promote all, all way out. Hmmm... It all ended about 3.3o p.m. My frens and i headed back to my house to freshen up cuz the next procession was at 5.30 p.m in brickfieds. Before the procession we came across diz group of Sri Lankan dancers performing before the procession started.

Us wit the dancers
The procession started about 6 p.m. The route was 12km long!!!! From brickfields we went to Bukit Bintang then went back to Brickfields. Haihz.. Damn tired when it ended. I had neva felt diz tired before in my entire life. lolx.. Oh yeah..forgot to mention.. The float from Sri Lanka Buddhist temple was the most beautiful and biggest float of d nite. Belif it or not... There was 2o,ooo bulbs on d float!!!!! I guez dats all for WESAK 2009!!!!!

-Sri Lanka Buddhist Temple float-

Us with our darling (Unc James)
I'm first from left

P.S Only half of the story is here. I'm to lazy to blog the rest...heehehehehehe

B.I.A

2009-05-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

B.I.A

Hey i'm finally back to blog..been preety busy diz few weeks for wesak. Wesak was awesome!
Will write bout it wesak soon. Since its late nite, i would probably head to bed... Nitezz
B.I.A = back in action

I'm climbing

2009-04-28T05:38:00.001-07:00

Before i continue any further, I would like to start off with a verse from a song:-

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
-The Climb by Miley Cyrus-

The year 2008 and the beginning of 2009 has been a fucked up part of my life. But I want I went through is an experience of life. I hope what I'm going to write will be a lesson to anyone who reads this. April, 23rd that's the day and date i dug my own grave. I was so in love with this guy(i wont reveal who is he), thinking that he was everything. I help(im not bragging, but that's the truth) him so much, by the name LOVE. I gave him aids in form of materials, without my mom/dad knowing. Not long after that, February, 2009 things got freaking spicy, my mom find out about it. That was the time I felt the knock in my life. I realized what ever i did by the name of so called "love" was wrong. Things got even worst after that, my own best friends and friends back stabbed me. Thats the time i knew, everyones true colours. I knew that my so-called boy friend is a big bloody liar and my friends were never loyal and truthful. All i knew and thought was at that time was a permanent solution to my temporary problem was committing suicide. YEAH! That was it. I did attempted, but it fail. At the same, My grandpa past away and i had to go to Sri Lanka for his funural. When i was Sri Lanka, I feel like i was in heaven, that was the time I knew that there were people who exist and really love and cared for me( i don't have any relations here). I came back on the day SPM were results out.Yahoo!!! My results were excellent after all the havoc i caused.LOL. (I'm tearing now). But another part of me, was sad and pale cause all i thought of was the biggest mistake I have done.Soon after that, my mom(I LOVE YOU MA) ,Dayani Kalupahna(non-biological sister) and Uncle James (god-father)helped me build my broken petals. They are GREAT!!! They watered and bandaged my broken petals so that I would grow to be a beautiful flower. And here am i now.Things became much better because with my grades i manage to receive a full scholarship and get my a$$ to a recognise university here, in Malaysia.

I have realised what i have done is wrong and I have learnt to be a better person.What happened has helped me build my foundation in life to be a stronger person in future. I hope what is written here would be a lesson to who ever who reads this. =)

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2009-04-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hey..this is ma first time blogging. Well, not really the very first tym though. My previous blog was for ma boyfriend, which is ma ex now.He put me through so much of shit.Anyway, i dont see a point to tell u guys bout him.Well what i'm gonna do now, is fuck d past n get back on track.Blogging here i come.....